"I would like you to know that if you're ever single in the future and you want to come visit me in california I would be open to spending time with you and finding out how old you were when you wrote your first song"
Alanis, Unsent.

- of self NESS

everyone can be so unthoughtful sometimes and its so easy to be.
its difficult to be nice - i guess.
but you can - its just what you choose to do and be.
being busy is just an excuse - cuz where there is a will there IS a way.
and that might sound Cliche (rhymes with the previous line)
BUT ITS TRUE.
... i think people should take sometime out and be more careful.

i heard this and i like it .......

A burp is a misdirected FART!!!

BORING OFFICE

this office has lost its value.
One friend down and another one to go
"will we still be friends after you go"
OF COURCE we will.
we will willy winkie.
miss you Kiran.
am in the night shift cuz the day SUCKS!!!
i plan to quit soon too.
if you want more T shirts made- you know you can ask me.
nice it was on the 4th having dinner, did you know Manju had to push his Bike all the way home :-)

colours of fall

- multi bliss tablets FOR SALE.
who buys what and who calls the names.
i wonder how it would look - this town painted BLACK.
sit in a yellow auto - feel like jumping up in front and taking the wheel.
i wish i could be an auto driver and i wish that made me happy.
i wish my red jacket was a HUGE big ball.
telephone on table - head set on head - yellow pen in front and hands on a keyboard instead.
this silly life of mine - this silly little heart on a sillier little head.
easily touched and easily wounded.
brown book on table with messages from SMS`s.

found lost

open door and the air of you.
not here but in thought so true.
white and purple flowers hang unwatered.
empty room and clothes of you.
drained out.
long for touch.
long for lunch.
Tea tastes tasteless - made for self and unwanted.
Empty steel glass.
Vacant side of bed.
No reason to wake up,
No smile to smile back to.
All mine, circles around the pressence of you.

full on emo

how does it feel when someone special has to go away for over a month
- it feels HORRIBLE!!!!
never felt like this ever.
i remember having to say goodbye in a lot of important situations - like after school - we knew we were never going to see each other again and i was Alright - i remember Catherine crying -
i remember a lot of other stories now but i`ve never felt like im feeling now.
im going to work today to distract me - i could get a casual Leave and i was asked if i was SURE i want to work cuz i look so Messed up im sure - i AM.
i said Yes ill work.
i came in LATE - forgot my ACCESS card - has never happened in 2 years!!!!
*sigh*
i understand its imp. that the One and a Half Month trip is made - its filled with opportunity.
i need to learn to Let Go i think - i need to be stronger - i was such an Emotional Wreck last night - im still staggering there -

??????

- this is not right anymore - im remembering FIGHT CLUB.
saby???? - i guess he did manage to annoy me - point is ignoring was too easy
well please dont mess my blogg up
I request you to ...... just leave your self to your self
i dont need to hear your wise ass ness
Thank you
STAY AWAY!!!!
its fun to lose and to pretend.

Dear SABY Baby Baby Baby ....

im just going thru my Blog and guess what ?? i have someone doing the NOSE POKE :-) someone i dont know and someone who i dont give a fuck about .... im thinking
*BUTT MUNCH* - its so funny how some people seem to have so much to say sitting behind a screen they are typing words onto.Would like to see you RAPE me with your intellect Face to Face - wonder how much you will have to say standing right in front of me.
do i smell INSECURITY and a dersperate need to SAY SOMETHING to PROVE that you are better than the rest.
it STINKS of it!!!!
How you make me laugh SABY BABY - i dont even know you and your existence is irrelavant - you make me shake my head in Dis Belief ??????
- it bothers me that people like you exist.
do you sit in a room all by yourself and think of funny things to say - do you write them out on pieces of paper so you wont forget and finally squeeze in and say it and make everybody LAUGH - not because its funny but because you are so STUPID or do you just sit around and Masturbate ALL DAY ????
????? i dont know - im just wondering - why did you even comment on my blog - what made you check my page out - WHAT are you???
did you say im full of shit - well it wasnt me leaving comments on YOUR blog.
GROW THE FUCK UP.
happy days SABY BABY
happy days to you.